Should I do what is right?
Should I do what everyone wants me to do?
Am I a sheep to there demands, their expectations of my decisions and actions?
I keep asking these questions. I question to myself until my brain stops firing a response, and the rest goes black.
I feel safe, I feel protected, I feel free.
Yet everything within in my body is telling me to run.
Nothing is the same anymore and I feel numb.
Shooting pains from my brain to my feet are thoughts of hurting the ones I love.
I've never been so indecisive and yet so compliant with someone who has the ability, the strength and knowledge to hurt me.
To cut me into pieces that